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текст Елены Шаманаевой (от 31.08.2013г) 

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On the way back to who I am

by Elena Shamanaeva

Energies of “Divinity” are my life, not the source of it!

I want to share my story with the readers.

It is not a simple description of how I have become aware of energies. I want to tell you about the path, part of my path which I have already walked through.

I want to share the knowledge obtained, the skills gained and the energies coming along with me and guiding me...

It seems so easy to write a story at first glance…

We all were taught how to write compositions at schools. But… when you are supposed to write a story about yourself and to communicate information, connected with energy transmission, your story is no more a simple combination of letters, words, sentences and paragraphs. In this story every letter caries a message about past days, past hardships, overwhelmed fears and emotions. Every word retains a small part of your soul…

Modern life does not give you the right to choose, it is closely connected with energies. There are many “teachings” or “techniques” on how to “live your life in a right way”. It is very important to estimate the source of knowledge and information. Metaphorically it may be compared to a source of water.

The essence may be the same, but the sources may vary: a bottle, a puddle, a waste holding tank, and a heating unit – these are all sources of water. You may satisfy your thirst from every named source – but the consequences may be different.

Energies of “Divinity” – represent an inexhaustible source of holy water. Everyone has an access to this “source”. Only now I can understand it in full and explain it to people around me.

There is a period in your life when you are being guided or shown how to reach this source.

Once an early morning (somewhere at the end of 2008) I suddenly remembered about a friend of mine, with whom I used to work together and with whom I had not talked for years.

I decided to phone her. While talking, we found out that we had the same topic of thesis at the university and the state exams were coming. We decided to arrange a meeting. When we met I saw my friend’s note book with strange writings.

I immediately turned my attention from the topic of thesis to the essence of those writings. My friend gave me a business card of Larisa Shkalenova and told me that she was visiting her workshops.

It became absolutely clear that I want to follow her and to visit workshops of Larisa Shaklenova as well. My friend wrote some strange writings on the business card and said that it was for my revelation. Every day, starting from the day of our meeting, I kept looking at the business card. I wanted to call the number, but the daily routine seemed to give no opportunity to do that.

Now I understand that I have been prepared for this meeting at that time. Few months had passed before I eventually made that call to make an arrangement. The meeting with Larisa Shkalenova was amazing and unforgettable. During the very first workshop a new world was opened to me – everything was so clear, I could see clearly the drops of water, feel the wind blowing.

One could never see such clear and distinct beauty here, on the Earth. At that moment I could understand that the energies were real I could feel their power, strength and accuracy. I could immediately find answers to all my questions. The knowledge which I gained previously and which was in total chaos at that moment was now in complete order. It was really fantastic.

I could hardly understand the process going on in my head but one thing was clear– that was the beginning of something new in my life and that I would be unable to proceed without these energies anymore, as they were my nature, my essence. Metaphorically, there would just be no “me”.

Now, when I have already walked through a part of my path (which has been far from being easy), when I have overcome the hardships and emotional stress, I am eventually back to who I am and must be.

People are always searching for difficulties and hardships to find themselves. But in fact, everything is so easy. You should just live your life as is and follow your inner voice and those who guide you. When looking at the past, you understand that every your step comprises the path of your life, the path you are preplanned to follow. I want to say “thank you” to all teachers and schools that have given me that wisdom – otherwise I would not be able to find my way, I would not be granted my new status, my symbols and permission for my revelation.

Everything is much easier than we think. We are not ready to accept that everything in our life is logical and correct. There are no spare minutes; there is no time for thinking and no time for confusion.

There are no accidental events, there is always some logic hidden inside as everything is preplanned and accurate. Let the story of my life serve as an example and confirmation of the above mentioned.

Not long ago, while talking with Olga Fomina and reviewing her pictures, I saw a picture and understood that it was my picture, a picture which was part of me. By the way, Olga Fomina, started drawing unusual and beautiful pictures after our trip to Spain in 2011 (she had no education and no experience in the sphere of art previously).

It turned out that that the picture I chose was drawn by Olga Fomina on the day of my Birthday. When drawing that picture Olga had the thought that her picture was meant for someone. But the time passed, and the picture did not find its owner. It seemed to have no value for Olga Fomina so she granted it to me. I want to thank her for this great present. That was a symbol of mine, symbol of my civilization and universe.

It took some time to receive permission from Larisa Shkalenova for me to use this symbol. And  the time has come. Larisa Shkalenova signed the picture on August 20, 2013 and said that in 2008 a temple was opened for her and that the temple was the symbol and essence of my path.

An interesting fact – I got acquainted with “energies” in 2008.

But how can I call all this? May I call all these events accidental? The answer is “no”. And here comes my path. This period of time (2008 – 2013) is an important part of my life, stage of my development. Everything is preplanned and logical and we, by using our mind, just make things more complex. We try to speed up or to slow down processes; we are fighting for our place in the sun (which is sometimes not even ours). The question is: “What for?”

Each of us has his/her own path, own time measured, own task to complete. Each of us will get his/her own fairing in the end.

I want to express gratitude to all those people that were with me on my path, those who helped me to develop my skills and to find myself. I want to say a special “thank you” to Suslikova Alexandra Alexeevna, for the inexhaustible source of energy, for her patience, kindness and work. I want to thank Larisa Shkalenova for being with me through it all, for her patience and fairness.

I would like to wish every reader to find his/her own path – for someone the path may be light and easy, for someone it may be difficult and challenging.

But…I wish you to follow YOUR OWN path.

I wish you to reach the stage when there is no need to ask for anything but there is a need to say “thank you”.

Kind regards,

Elena Shamanaeva